Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Will I make it?

I don't know if I will be able to make it at my job... I think it is making me crazy. I have to earn an income to support my family. I don't want to change jobs or careers. I have made it this far. Unless I get laid off, I guess I will be able to keep going. I mean what are the chances that I actually have a mental breakdown. Pretty low I think. Do my kids know how unhappy I am? I hope that they can find happiness, and not be affected by my dissatisfaction with life. I seem so selfish, why can't I just be happy... for their sake.

1 comments:

Ma's Prema said...

It is very hard, if not impossible, to be happy for someone else. Yes, your children know how unhappy you are. Talk it over with your partner. Realize that happiness has nothing to do with money, and your happiness is very important. You have to earn an income, but do what you love. You may end up with less money, but will spread happiness, confidence and creativity to your children.
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