tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3421357271001369836.post-28270509753942948652008-04-18T20:41:00.000-07:002008-04-18T20:44:23.491-07:002008-04-18T20:44:23.491-07:00I know i will but this has been the longest week of my life. I will see my family doctor for medication. I didn't think i would ever take medication for depression. I don't care anymore. I have to stop feeling this way. I missed most of last week for work. My manager and my mangager's manager are contacting me an making me jump through the hoops for short term disability. I am so afraid this is going to break me and I will never be able to work there again. I hate myself. I know I shouldn't but I do. this is only a moment in time.. it has to get better.Mnoreply@blogger.com