tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3421357271001369836.post-31397331537932683352008-05-23T22:55:00.000-07:002008-05-23T22:59:53.354-07:002008-05-23T22:59:53.354-07:00Well it was a pretty horrible week. slightly better today, after I increased the depakote at my doctor's request. I almost have convinced myself that the past month or so hasn't really happened. I still am anxious or nervous, not sure which. I just hope I can make it through this, I really want to be a good husband and father. I feel like such a failure. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist on June 1oth. I am really scared to become dependent on medication or that the medication will just make things worse. I just hope I am doing the right thing. This should be the happiest time of my life...Mnoreply@blogger.com